Relief EP

by MessoreM

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released August 12, 2016

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We're a two member metalcore band from Zachary, LA. Everything was recorded and done ourselves.

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Track Name: Withered
Preaching substance, heart erased, a broken man a colder thought
Breaking through is just a dream but now I fear that's all I want
Prioritize, generalize, euthanize, can't call my bluff
Youre full of shit a sodden body, drifting through;the smell of snuff

I look forward to the darkness and the lack thereof
Going idly by, just drifting through; the smell of snuff

Tear out the pages baby
Let's switch our wages, maybe
Leave out our lives, crazy?
I will not mend
Go through the motions, baby
We can't escape it, lazy
The drugs don't even phase me
Break without bend

Take me back to
All the times that we spent
Wondering why
Take me back to
All the nights that we spent
Staring at the sky

What will come next?
Is there a void?
Will i ever see you again?
(Can you hear me)
Id rather live
In spirit than
Live in nothing
Lost in the wind
(Can you hear me)

Take me back to
All the times that we spent
Wondering why
Take me back to
All the nights that we spent
Staring at the sky
I don't think you understand how I feel and it fuck me up inside
Why can't you open your mind and see that I want to die

Give me six reasons why I
Should wait til the morning
I've been sitting here staring
All night long
Sleepless nights again, im reaching for a friend
My solace left me and I'm left to bathe in the dark
Track Name: When I Get Home
As my body starts to decay
How can you just sit there and say
"This hurts me more than its hurting you
but I understand what you're going through"

Im laying here watching life go by
It feels like im just wasting my time
"Lets sit you up, piss in this cup"
They're numbing me, bugging me, drugging me up

Whyd it have to go and choose me
Whyd you have to go and use me
For your own selfish means

You arent the one with the disease
And I know you have unease
Your negative energy wont fucking cure me

I dont know if i'll turn out all right
I dont know if i'll fucking die
Im not okay with you poisoning my mind
I want you to know that i'm not aligned

For you all to fake your sympathy
For you all to act so differently

And now I know who I can trust when I get home
When I get home
And now I see what the world has to offer me
And I'll take the opportunity when i get home

I don't want this
And i don't need this
But it seems like you fucking do
I know you think it means the world to me
When you say that I'm in your prayers

But i swear to god
On all of this
You couldn't be
Less self aware
Track Name: Trophy Child
I am more than just a trophy in your eyes
I am more than just what you want from me

All these things inside of me are running away
All these strings attached to me are starting to fray
Stop fucking giving me that look of disgust
Stop fucking telling me what to adjust

I didn't think I'd fucking fall this low
Just let me tell you what you want to know

I can't break this mold
My feelings untold
Taken from my soul
Like you're so fucking bold

When I see your face
Everything goes black
And I can't deal with the fact that You
would do this to us
I guess we've lost your trust

When I go away
Don't wait for me to come back
To this place you
Ran me from
I need someone
I have to find
My own way out
Before I fall
Inside myself
And give it all
To rot in hell

I can't break this mold
My feelings untold
Taken from my soul
Like you're so fucking bold

I can't break this mold
My feelings untold
Taken from my soul
I'm not that fucking bold
Track Name: Young and Blind
I left this bridge
Charred but standing
So I could come back
Gain some understanding
I feel so lost
Like I've forgotten something

When reality hits
I truly had nothing

Maybe you can just stand right there
All those years of pretending to care

The time to make up, to shape up is long gone
No fucking wonder that im sitting here writing this song
I guess in truth I didn't really try myself that much
But hindsight and regret have always been clear for us

When it all went wrong
You could blame the rest on me
And though it didn't last long
Still found the time to blame it all on me

Try to turn back time
Reaping the benefits of young and blind
Grasping for feelings that were never inside
We lost it all when we were young and blind

I can still see your face
I can still see your face
I just need my own space
Just in case, just in case

The only thing we had in common was our past

When it all went wrong
You could blame the rest on me
And though it didn't last long
Still found the time to blame it all on me

Try to turn back time
Reaping the benefits of young and blind
We never made up our minds
But that was when we were young and blind
Track Name: Relief
I can finally see myself
Functioning right
I can finally see myself
Moving on in life

I've thrown myself into happiness
Thinking that i was prepared
With all of my baggage
For my imminent
Downfall
Like a fucking rock
Into a pit where I needed your hand
Help me choose what's right
Help me live a better life

Why are we unable to understand the concept that we cease to exist
Why cant we truly know what happens after our final nerve decides to quit

I can finally say ive found my peace
Even when I lose myself
I'll find myself back here
I can finally say ive found my relief
Even when I lose myself
I'll find myself back here

I fought it for so long
Twisting and turning, just waiting for the light to shine
Just when everything illuminates the flame gives up
And as I stood there to reflect
I didn't know what to expect

Every ounce of hate
Wont stop me from
Creating what I love
Every past mistake
Has come to shape
The man that I've become
Who I've become

I can finally say Ive found my peace
Even when I lose myself
I'll find myself back here
I can finally say ive found my relief
Even when I lose myself
I'll find myself back here

Finally found relief