As my body starts to decay
How can you just sit there and say
"This hurts me more than its hurting you
but I understand what you're going through"
Im laying here watching life go by
It feels like im just wasting my time
"Lets sit you up, piss in this cup"
They're numbing me, bugging me, drugging me up
Whyd it have to go and choose me
Whyd you have to go and use me
For your own selfish means
You arent the one with the disease
And I know you have unease
Your negative energy wont fucking cure me
I dont know if i'll turn out all right
I dont know if i'll fucking die
Im not okay with you poisoning my mind
I want you to know that i'm not aligned
For you all to fake your sympathy
For you all to act so differently
And now I know who I can trust when I get home
When I get home
And now I see what the world has to offer me
And I'll take the opportunity when i get home
I don't want this
And i don't need this
But it seems like you fucking do
I know you think it means the world to me
When you say that I'm in your prayers
But i swear to god
On all of this
You couldn't be
Less self aware
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